"life is nothing without love..love is nothing without you.."

Sunday, February 28, 2010

orang kata vs aku kata

orang kata,
cinta itu buta,
aku tidak setuju,
aku kata,
cinta buat orang buta.

orang kata, 
hidup tidak adil,
aku setuju, tapi, 
aku kata, 
di mana keseronokannya jika hidup sentiasa senang dan tiada cabaran?

orang kata,
kita perlu cantik dan kurus,
jika tidak, kita tidak cantik, 
aku tidak setuju,
aku kata, 
peduli lah apa orang cakap,
mereka sebenarnya cemburu dengan kecantikan kita,


orang kata, 
gred itu penting sebagai kayu pengukur untuk menentukan seseorang itu berjaya,
aku tidak setuju, 
aku kata, 
kalo dia pandai, tapi tidak pandai bawa diri, bodoh juga.


orang kata, 
kekadang berdiam diri itu adalah lebih baik dari berkata-kata,
aku setuju,
aku kata, 
dengan mendiamkan diri, sebenarnya kita telah mengatakan sesuatu.


orang kata,
kiamat sudah hampir, 
aku setuju,
aku kata,
MARILAH BERTAUBAT.


p/s:entri ini tidak mempunyai apa-apa motif. ia adalah sekadar untuk menghilangkan ngantuk. :)
 

-sigh-

i hate part 8..
i know im gonna miss it one day but for now,i hate it!
i hate the fact that i have lots of ASSignments (actually sbb procrastinate..padan muka ko!) 
and also that this is penentu whether you are going to graduate or not..
this is the last semester..
if you need to repeat a paper..it means that you have to extend another semester!
i dont want that!
i have never ever repeat a paper and i dont wanna to..
i know i should work hard for this last semester but somehow i still dont have the drive..
example:
AE? (ntah ke mana la..)
other assignments? (last minute bwt)
so how do u expect me to score?
my grammar? (still tunggang langgang..cmne tuh dh blaja 4 thn..?)


all i can do is *sigh*

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Happy 1st Anniversary :)



Today is the day!
Happy 1st Anniversary sayang!!!
I love you so so much!!
Do you know how much i love you?
I love you MORE than you love me ;)

We've been through a lot of ups and downs..
and we survived all of it..
who would have thought right?
whenever i'm down..
you'll be there to cheer me up..
u were always there for me since the very beginning and i'm very grateful for that..
you have never failed to make me happy and i thanked you for that..
I hope and pray that this relationship will last..
i know it will because you love me no matter what right? ;)
I LOVE YOU FIFFY!!!

i don't regret my decision of accepting you to be my bf..
i'm glad i said "yes" that very night..(after so many "NOs" right?haha)
I LOVE YOU and i dedicate this song to you..
;)



p/s:i know the song is sang by a guy for a girl but just pretend that it is from a girl to a guy ;)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

now..

Now..
right now..
now..
right now...

i'm at mcdonalds seksyen 22(?) or as me and my friends always called it mcD kubo.
doing what?
what else..ASSIGNMENT!!!!
i have presentation tomorrow and im freaking nervous!!!!huhuhuuhu

wish me and my friends good luck!
but we are still here..
editing our slides..
just wish us good luck!
bye!

Friday, February 19, 2010

blah blah blah...

i talk a lot. i admit. but that doesnt mean that im a talkative. im a quiet person. trust me. i am (a quiet person).
what i mean is i always talk abt my family situation to my friends. i know it's not a good idea to do that but...
here's the situation:
im a first child with two younger brothers and IM NOT CLOSED to any of them. that is my problem.

my friends always tell me to try to get closed to my family but i cant.
i dunno why but i just cant. i've tried but i just cant open up myself to them. i dont hug my family members like i always do with my friends. it feels weird. i know i shudnt feel weird about it because they are my family. we share the same blood! but i just cant. i am more comfortable like this. comfortable being left alone at home..eating in front of the tv whenever i feel like it without waiting for everybody..stay in my room as long as i want..but as long i know that they are nearby..im ok.

and because of that..i always turn to my friends and bf whenever i feel stress with my family's situation..i know some people prefer to keep it within themselves but i need to talk to someone! beaches and fiffy are the victims..sorry guys but i love u guys soo much :)

i love my family.i love them to death but i guess my relationship with them are better off like this. we are all comfortable with how we are communicating right now. so i guess..it's alright right?

Monday, February 15, 2010

V Day

Two days ago was V Day..
Everybody was excited about it..(including me of course!)
I know as muslims we are not supposed to celebrate it..
well..
i didn't want to celebrate it because it was Valentine's Day..(or Hari Kekasih as i called it..hehe)
but it is because that was the day where all couples went out together and you can feel the love..
gedik..i know..
this is my first time i have a bf..so i do wanna feel the love..
but in the end..i watched love movies..alone..on V Day..(loser!)
but i did go out with my kesayangan on the next day..
it was fun..
it was really FUN...
i was so happy..
he always make me smile..
im happy..

Friday, February 5, 2010

ehem...

You may think us as the bitches..
but we are not..
we may made a few mistakes that we shouldn't do...
but we did it out of love..
we know we shouldn't say what we said but we did it because we care about you.

we love our friends..
maybe sometimes we are over-reacting...
but just know this..
it is because we LOVE you.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

L.O.V.E

i'm so glad that i found you.

you never fail to make me laugh.

you are full of surprises.

you love me.

i love you.

that is all that matters now.

:)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

PERIOD PAIN!!!


uwaa!!!!!!
sakitnye!!!!!!!
xsukenye!!!!!!

perlukan tilam & bantal busuk!!!!

:(

Monday, February 1, 2010

:)

well, well, well...

guess what?
i've finished my children lit's assignment and i've already submit it..
i am so relieved!
yeay!!!!!!!!!

now..next assignment?

*sigh*