one thing about me.

i don't know if u know this..
but just to inform...


i'm a person who will always FORGIVE but NEVER FORGET.
so i might be all smiling and happy while i'm with you...but deep down, those scars won't go away. it will always be there and it will never heal.
sometimes, you will hear me starting to 'mengungkit' all of the things you've done to me before. all i can say is, just bear with me. i might hurt you by doing that but to me, it means i'm in the healing process. *karma is a bitch, isn't it?*


lesson to be learned here: don't hurt me if you don't want to be hurt. my way might be different than yours, but you'll feel the hurt that i felt. *still do actually* :)

David Beckham...you're cool :)

LOL!!!

David Beckham is such a cool person...hahaha :)

19.10.10

it was one of the best days i have ever had!


but my day started with a very bad stomache...so i got a half day off!
*planned to fake it actually, but it became real! super pain!*


and then i hung out at tatie's place and we went to meet acad and nana who were lining up already.
but me and tatie got cursed by other people when we tried to 'rempuh' to get to acad. they thought we were jumping the line. haha. *betul ke ayat jumping the line?*


and then, there we were. even though we bought the cheapest tickets, we enjoyed our time there. yes, the sound system was suck...but i did enjoy myself. and so was tatie, acad and nana.


i bet el, izza, liyana and adela were enjoying themselves too. 


"I WANT MORE! PARAMORE! I WANT MORE! PARAMORE!" ♥

you keep me waiting. and you don't care.

would it kill you just to say 'hye' or 'how are you'?
you ignore me. 
might as well just leave me. 
because you don't even bother to know how i'm doing.
you don't even care.
while i'm like a crazy person here waiting for you and wondering how you're doing.


i guess i'm the stupid person here.
and i still am. 
because i'm still hoping and waiting.


thank you so much.

i wanna hold your hand.

i hope for a better solution. but maybe, this is what we need. but just so you know, i love you.


and i wanna hold your hand.

it hurts.

it hurts.

i'm hurt.

and i have you to thank for.

thank you for making me like a desperate fool. you sure know how to make my day. i hope you are happy.

because i'm not.

glee-tastic!

i was never a big fan of GLEE, until i heard their version of "TOXIC".
Mr Schue is super duper HAWGHT!
they did a SUPER GREAT job singing this song. LOVE IT! ♥

it definitely makes the job more fun! :)

will people pay more attention to it or people will get distracted?

hurm...

but it surely looks MORE fun! haha

i survived.

the title says it all.

i survived my first week y'all!