now..

Now..
right now..
now..
right now...

i'm at mcdonalds seksyen 22(?) or as me and my friends always called it mcD kubo.
doing what?
what else..ASSIGNMENT!!!!
i have presentation tomorrow and im freaking nervous!!!!huhuhuuhu

wish me and my friends good luck!
but we are still here..
editing our slides..
just wish us good luck!
bye!

blah blah blah...

i talk a lot. i admit. but that doesnt mean that im a talkative. im a quiet person. trust me. i am (a quiet person).
what i mean is i always talk abt my family situation to my friends. i know it's not a good idea to do that but...
here's the situation:
im a first child with two younger brothers and IM NOT CLOSED to any of them. that is my problem.

my friends always tell me to try to get closed to my family but i cant.
i dunno why but i just cant. i've tried but i just cant open up myself to them. i dont hug my family members like i always do with my friends. it feels weird. i know i shudnt feel weird about it because they are my family. we share the same blood! but i just cant. i am more comfortable like this. comfortable being left alone at home..eating in front of the tv whenever i feel like it without waiting for everybody..stay in my room as long as i want..but as long i know that they are nearby..im ok.

and because of that..i always turn to my friends and bf whenever i feel stress with my family's situation..i know some people prefer to keep it within themselves but i need to talk to someone! beaches and fiffy are the victims..sorry guys but i love u guys soo much :)

i love my family.i love them to death but i guess my relationship with them are better off like this. we are all comfortable with how we are communicating right now. so i guess..it's alright right?

V Day

Two days ago was V Day..
Everybody was excited about it..(including me of course!)
I know as muslims we are not supposed to celebrate it..
well..
i didn't want to celebrate it because it was Valentine's Day..(or Hari Kekasih as i called it..hehe)
but it is because that was the day where all couples went out together and you can feel the love..
gedik..i know..
this is my first time i have a bf..so i do wanna feel the love..
but in the end..i watched love movies..alone..on V Day..(loser!)
but i did go out with my kesayangan on the next day..
it was fun..
it was really FUN...
i was so happy..
he always make me smile..
im happy..

ehem...

You may think us as the bitches..
but we are not..
we may made a few mistakes that we shouldn't do...
but we did it out of love..
we know we shouldn't say what we said but we did it because we care about you.

we love our friends..
maybe sometimes we are over-reacting...
but just know this..
it is because we LOVE you.

L.O.V.E

i'm so glad that i found you.

you never fail to make me laugh.

you are full of surprises.

you love me.

i love you.

that is all that matters now.

:)

PERIOD PAIN!!!

uwaa!!!!!!
sakitnye!!!!!!!
xsukenye!!!!!!

perlukan tilam & bantal busuk!!!!

:(

:)

well, well, well...

guess what?
i've finished my children lit's assignment and i've already submit it..
i am so relieved!
yeay!!!!!!!!!

now..next assignment?

*sigh*