i love u mama..happy mother's day!

Dear mama,
happy mother's day..
i'm sorry for everything that i've done..
i know i'm not the perfect daughter that you have always hoped for..
i always disagree with you in so many things..
we do not share things or anything like any other mothers and daughters do..
we are not close like how a mother and a daughter should be..
we do not hug each other..
we do not kiss each other..
we do not talk to each other unless it is important..
we do not have a close relationship like any other mothers and daughters do..
we even hardly have our pictures taken together...
i am jealous with my friends and cousins for their closeness with their mother..
but ma,
just know that i always love you no matter what..
just know that you can count on me..
just know that you can trust me...
i love you..

happy mother's day mama