I cried.

I cried and I cried and I prayed. 

Hoping that my life will be better. Hoping that I will have a better future. Hoping that I will be able to go through all the obstacles.

But somehow, I feel like I am destined to be a failure.

No matter how hard I try to climb up, I will always fall down.

I envy those who succeeds in everything.

Especially those whom I think are not worthy. Yes, I'm a little bit upset here. 

But maybe, just maybe, this is the way that God is trying to tell me to work harder. 

Maybe He wants to test me.

Or maybe He is punishing me for all the sins that I have done.

I cried and I cried and I prayed.

Hoping that all of this will go away.

Hoping that all of this is just a dream. 

Hoping to wake up tomorrow with a good news.

Perkara yang saya TAK SUKA.

Ada beberapa perkara yang saya memang TAK SUKA pasal orang dan beberapa perkara itu adalah:

1. TAK SUKA bile orang TAK SIGNAL nak ke kiri or kanan. Bikin stress ok?
2. TAK SUKA bile orang nak ke KIRI tapi SIGNAL KANAN atau sebaliknya. Perlu ke sekolah dan belajar kiri dan kanan ke?
3. TAK SUKA bile orang di depan berjalan sambil menghayunkan tangan dia setinggi yang boleh. Lebih-lebih lagi kalo dia memegang payung. Hello, ada orang kat belakang awak tue. 
4. TAK SUKE bile orang di depan jalan sangat lembab! 
5. TAK SUKE bile ada orang yang kita kenal buat-buat TAK NAMPAK padahal dia dah nampak. Tak perlu lah menggelabah sangat.
6. TAK SUKE bile orang lupe kawan bile dia dah ada kawan baru atau boyfriend/girlfriend baru. Bile dah susah baru terhegeh nak cari kawan lama la?
7. TAK SUKE memandu di belakang lori atau bas. Tak nampak jalan. Tapi bas and lori nie tak reti nak memandu di lorong yang sepatutnya mereka memandu. HISH!
8. TAK SUKE bile orang tue nak menipu tapi kantoi melalui Facebook or Twitter. Hello, kalo taknak kantoi, janganlah update status!
9. TAK SUKE bile orang tak paham bahasa. Macam nak sekeh je kepala.
10. TAK SUKE bile orang tue cakap lain, tapi dia buat benda lain lepas tue.
11. TAK SUKE bile orang tue sangatlah riak atau berlagak tapi berpura-pura tidak berlagak. Hello, actions speak louder than words ok?
12. TAK SUKE bile tengah tengok wayang, orang di belakang buat bising (i.e gelak, cakap kuat, bercerita pasal movie tue). Saya bayar tiket wayang mahal bukan untuk dengar awak bising atau bercerita, paham?
13. TAK SUKE kalo lelaki itu sangatlah kacak dan comel tetapi malangnya dia gay. Kenapa???

Orang sebegini bikin stress!

Happy Mama's Day!

Happy Mother's Day, Mama!

Thank you so much everything that you have done for me. I know I'm not a perfect daughter but I do love you. I'm sorry for all the hurt that I've caused you. Sorry for being such a disappointment daughter. Sorry for not able to give you money. 

But I promise you, I will do my best to take care of you and be there for you whenever you need me.

Thank you for loving me and thank you for always being there for me. 

Love you, Ma.