my love.

Yesterday, we turned 2 years old. Who would have thought that we would last this long? Definitely not me. But I'm glad that we are and I hope we will be together for more and more years to come. 


I still remember that night you asked me to be your girlfriend (for like a hundredth times) and when I said 'Yes', you were shocked. It was like you did not expect that answer from me. Do you remember? ;)


Thank you so much for being there for me. Thank you for loving me no matter how much hurt I've caused you. Thank you for loving me for who I am. I love you for loving me sincerely. Thank you so much for everything that you have done for me. I am so lucky to have you.


Happy 2nd anniversary sayang :)
Love you lots. 

Jar of Hearts.

Listen to the song.

Listen to her voice.

Watch the video.

So beautiful. Lovely. 

cat.

I know there are many of you who are a cat lover. But not me. Not because I hate cats, but I am afraid of them. Yes. I am afraid. I'm scared that they will scratch me with their long and sharp fingernails. It happened to me when I was a kid. So, I am still traumatized over what happened to me before. But I used to be a cat lover. Trust me, I was. Well, before that traumatizing event. Haha. 

So anyway, I'm not here to talk about my fear of cats. But just to show you some cute pictures of them. Trust me, THEY ARE CUTE. Let me present to you, CATS WITH MUSTACHE. These are my top 5 favorites:

Aren't they all look so cute with their mustache? Wanna see more pictures of cats with mustache, click here.

Cuteness!!

CINDERELLA.

No, I'm not talking that I wish I could be a Cinderella or my life as a Cinderella. But I just realized that the Cinderella cartoon that I watched when I was a little is not the Disney's version. (Gasp!) And I don't like the Disney's version. (Gasp again!) Too much singing. I only watched half of it. The version that I watched was much more relax and less depressing than the Disney's.

I googled for it so many times but they only have the Disney's version, the Betty Boop's version (yerp, Exactly!), the Russian's version, Anime's version and also the Urdu's version (no idea!). But zilch for my version of Cinderella. 

I couldn't remember what the real title is but I'm pretty sure it is Cinderella. I wish I could find and download it. I can't even find pictures of my version of Cinderella. What I can remember from my version are: no cat, the step mother is not so evil-looking, the Prince is handsome and there's a part where she irons the step sisters' dress. Do anybody know this version?

HELP! It frustrates me because I can't stop thinking about it until I find it. This is stresses me out! PFFT!

GLEE wedding.

can i have a GLEE wedding please?

When I showed Fiffy this two videos and said to him that I want this kind of wedding, he teros taknak layan me... pfft!

takbole nak gurau pun! boo-ring! (gurau jek!)

I still love you sayang! :)

But seriously, don't you guys feel like wanna have a GLEE wedding after watching those two clips? I certainly do! Haha. Well, maybe in my dreams. *sigh*

p/s: can i have first dance at my wedding? ;)

Hari Kasih Sayang.

To my dearest Fiffy, you will always have my kasih sayang... Love you so much!

Happy Hari Kasih SayanG!

Hachiko.

Because I can't sleep, I decided to watch a movie. And I chose "Hachiko: A Dog's Story". It is based on a true story. I've heard people talked about this movie before and they said it's very touching and sad. The review about this movie was all good. So why not, right?

And yes, it was so touching. And yes, I cried. I am not ashamed to admit it. This movie talks about loyalty. Funny how a dog can be so loyal to its master when other human being in this world is backstabbing other human being. 

I want to tell what the movie is all about. But I think if i do it, I will still be typing until tomorrow morning. After watching the movie, it makes me feel like I want a dog. Hachi to be exact. The casts were all good. They played their part so well. I feel like Richard Gere is so handsome and charming in this movie. To be honest, I have always liked Richard Gere. I think he is a good actor. :)

So, if you wanna know about the movie, download it. Or maybe you can Google it and read it. Trust me, it IS a very good movie. :')

p/s: lepas tengok movie nie, makin takbole tido. sebab terpikir-pikir pasal Hachi and tuan dia. haha.

Should I or shouldn't I?

I was let go from my boss last year after he said that I was not performing. He let me go without giving me any warnings. At first, I was quite down because I planned to resign before he could fire me but he made his move first. I guess, I was too late. He told me that my salary will be paid until 24th of December. He said they do not know how much they will pay me yet, but they will give me a call. I don't know how to calculate my salary but I can pretty much assume how much I will get. 


Two days after I was let go, my Mentor called and asked me to collect my first half of my salary. He said, the other half will be given at the end of January. I asked him how much I was supposed to get, he said he doesn't know. Again, I just assumed how much my other half of my salary will be, let just say more or less RM1k++.


January came to an end and I still did not get my other half salary. Just so you know, I am broke. Like totally broke and I have no job. So, after much discussion with my dearest and friends, I decided to ask my ex-colleague. She said she doesn't know when will the pay be. Maybe early of February. So I decided to wait till the end of first week of February. And then I asked her again and she said, she got her pay already. So I braved myself to SMS my Mentor and he said he will ask Elly on Monday. The boss' wife. 


Monday. I waited for his SMS but he just kept quiet. My other colleague who resigned a day after I was let go told me that he already got his other half. So I decided to SMS my Mentor again, and this time he did not reply. And suddenly, my ex-colleague told me that the salary has been banked in. I should get soon. The next day, I SMS my Mentor and he said that I should get it within 3 days. So I waited.


Today, I realised I have some money in my account. Only a couple of hundred ringgit. I refused to believe that that is my other half salary. I SMS my mom asking if she banked in some of her money for me and she said "NO". She checked it for me and she said it IS from my previous employer. I was shocked. How come I got so little? Where is the "guarantee money"? I asked my Mentor and he said he doesn't know. He said I have to take the payslip. Okay, to be honest, I don't want to go back to that company. I was let go without warning. I'm embarrassed. I decided to ask a few of the managers there and apparently, they have no idea either if I should get the "guarantee money" or not.


Now, one of the ex-employee who quit on the day I was let go, decided to go to the office labor (or was it labor office?). I found out that he and a few other ex-employees who had resigned or let go and some still working there want to make a complaint against the company. They want to sue if possible and they are asking me to join. Their reason for me is I was unfairly treated. I was let go without warning. That is against the policy. Come to think of it, some of my colleagues were given warnings and they resigned before my boss let them go. That is unfair right? I was told about 10 am I think, or was it 9 something? Okay I don't remember. I was told that that day was my last day but I still have to work until 5.30 pm. Stupid right? I mean, with no warning saying I will be let go if I did not perform by any specific date or week. 


Now I feel like joining them to make a complain. But, I'm not that kind of a person. Should I or shouldn't I?


p/s: I do wish that my boss will get what he deserves! He doesn't have the right to treat people unfairly and also cheated them off of their money. %$@!!

sick.

I hate flu. I hate sore throat. I hate being sick and weak. 

p/s: Drinking 100 Plus is making my sore throat getting worse. Tipuu je cakap yang 100 Plus buat cepat baik. Pfft!

if only i have a beautiful voice.

i just wish i have beautiful voice. so that i can be a singer. and be the next winner at AJL? or maybe just to show off to people how beautiful my voice is. and put it on YouTube where everybody will listen to me singing and compliment me and give me good comments. or even maybe i will be invited by Ellen DeGeneres herself to be on her show! because she was so mesmerized by my voice and she will sign me to be under her record label "eleveneleven"? like Greyson Chance.


Sigh. If only I have a beautiful voice.....


While patiently waiting for my beautiful voice to develop, listen to this....

or maybe...

I want to be like them. Have a beautiful voice to sing. and to show off ;)

Enjoy.

am i?

okay, my mom suddenly said to me that "nama NADIA memang pemalas". o...k.... 


okay, first of all, I'm not a lazy bone. Yes, I procrastinate. But who doesn't?
I know I can't cook. I don't really help at the kitchen area. But does that count as a lazy bone? I don't think so. I'm just not interested to learn to cook....yet. Maybe soon. Who knows? 
I know I sometimes don't really help to clean the house. Read carefully. I said sometimes. It means, I do help sometimes. So, it shows here I'm not lazy! If you ask me to do it, I'll do it. 


She even said that her friends agree with her because they have daughters named NADIA also. pfft! I guess you cannot blame us if we are lazy as you said right? I mean, you gave us that name. So maybe I can blame you for my laziness? *wink wink*


So maybe next time if you call me "pemalas", maybe I should say, "dah mama bagi nama NADIA, nak buat camne?" cool tak? hehe.


I still love you, ma!


But I would like to stress here that, I AM NOT A PEMALAS. 


NADIA does not mean "pemalas".


THANK YOU.